Introduction.
Hi, my name is Tifalna. I don't have a last name, I used to but I have since left it behind.
I don't know how old I am, and I don't remember much of my childhood. The last four years of my life have been a blur and the time before that...well it wasn't the prettiest of stories but it's a story at least. That much I can cling to. There were happy moments, and quite a fair amount of not so happy moments. I'm not too sure how I'm going to explain them.
If I write down my thoughts and memories, maybe over time I'll be able to remember the last four years of my life...my childhood and forgive some people I have never been able to forgive.
I am the muse and other half of
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nekomiao. A lot of her fears in the other universe are because of things which have happened to me as well as the repercussions of what happens when I allow myself to venture too far out without thinking of the consequences.
All I ask is that you double check before you take my memories as hers. At times we are separate identities even though our stories overlap quite a lot in the past. In the guture...I don't know how things will work out. As it is...right now, I don't even know how much longer I'll be alive.
This journal is now a fresh start so if you have commented before to be friended, please do so again if you would like to see more entries as I am forcing nobody to read it's contents. Everyone has been removed and will be re-added if you so wish. This is purely for your interest only. If you would like to get to know me...if you would like to see some of the past of
nekomiao.
Feel free to ask me questions in any of my memories and I will respond approapriately. Thank you for your time.
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nekomiao says: This might not make sense to you. Tifalna was a persona which I created back when I was 12. She ran through the yahoo!chat forums and was part of a large role play. Much of this role play overlapped into real life because I dealt with a lot of the players on a personal level so some of the story...didn't happen to Tifalna but happeend to Mei but I integrated it into the Tifalna story because...it fit...it made for a smooth story...because it was things that happened in real life that were with the same people who played the characters who interacted with Tifalna...and finally one of the last reasons I integrated a lot of this into her story is becaues...on a personal and mental level..I couldn't deal with it myself and locked away the emotions into my persona.)
